{"id":1140,"date":"2026-04-14T20:58:00","date_gmt":"2026-04-14T20:58:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/dianaludwick.com\/?p=1140"},"modified":"2026-04-28T23:27:51","modified_gmt":"2026-04-28T23:27:51","slug":"socials","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/dianaludwick.com\/?p=1140","title":{"rendered":"Socials"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
I\u2019m watching 
The Social Dilemma<\/em>.
I'm on my treadmill.
I'm squeezing in my
pre-work morning\u2019s walk.

I\u2019m strolling and scrolling
now, so that I can handle 
being immobile, desk-side
for nine to ten hours.

I\u2019m twenty minutes 
into the film 
and I feel like
the interview subjects 
feel familiar. <\/em>
D\u00e9j\u00e0 vu.

And then I realize...
I must have watched this
with my husband, 
six years ago upon release.

And I have no memory of it.
Because I likely watched
the movie while scrolling.
I failed to convert my experience
into crystallized memory.

And now this time, 
while walking and watching,
I realize I am also scrolling.
I had felt virtuous, 
trying to keep up
with all the reels 
that NASA is dropping.

But here I am again, 
entangled in the system.
The very one of which
the documentary warns us.

We are the product.
We are the experiment.
We are the ones caught
in the vice, 
while having a vice.

It's so....meta.
And as we know, but
don't really know<\/em>-know:
Social media 
was designed for this.

And I've gotten better, really.
I barely go to Facebook.
I don't provide content
on Instagram.

I've become leery 
of sharing faces.
I avoid disclosing my
locations in real-time.

I haven't seen Twitter 
since it was a bluebird, chirping.
I never had a TikTok.
I've not even one post go viral.

But it's so easy 
to slip back into its clutches.
Into the brain-rewarding 
comfort and thrill
of instant entertainment.

And I am self-aware enough
to admit that it stings,
on the rare times I do post.

Because I see zero engagement.
I sense my content is buried 
by a punishing algorithm
that has already calculated
and culled me from the feed.

I have tried, iteratively,
to break free.
And now I'm on some 
sort of shadow-shunning list, 
proof both that my limits
are effective \u2014 and that,
embarrassingly, I still care.<\/em>

Leveraging algorithms
and AI 
in the pursuit of
Good.

This is what we need to crack.
As we automate our work
and smooth out our networks
and cultivate, curate our socials,
we need to seek a common truth.

We need to opt out 
of the ceaseless manipulations,
the imperceptible changing of
our behaviors and sentiments.

But first, look at your account.
I forwarded you
the most mind-blowing video
of NASA Integrity's April 10th
Splashdown at 10x speed.
You're gonna love it! <\/em>
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\u201cSocials,\u201d an onion of a reflection on social media, the algo, and our concurrent entrapment and complicity. Written April 14, poem 104 in a series of 365 poems written by Diana Ludwick in 2026. Photo: “Strolling and Scrolling,” by Diana Ludwick (c) 2026.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":1186,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[7,262,311,2,5],"tags":[646,654,642,441,659,657,647,648,274,655,651,531,656,458,653,649,650,658,641,640,505,643,645,652,644,261,135],"class_list":["post-1140","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-2026-poetry-challenge","category-dry-humor","category-generational","category-poems","category-rants","tag-additction","tag-ai","tag-algorithm","tag-april","tag-automation","tag-behaviors","tag-cultivate","tag-curate","tag-film","tag-good","tag-husband","tag-integrity","tag-manipulations","tag-nasa","tag-office","tag-reels","tag-scrolling","tag-sentiments","tag-social-media","tag-socials","tag-splashdown","tag-the-algo","tag-the-social-dilemma","tag-treadmill","tag-virtuous","tag-work","tag-workout"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/dianaludwick.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1140","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/dianaludwick.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/dianaludwick.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dianaludwick.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dianaludwick.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1140"}],"version-history":[{"count":5,"href":"https:\/\/dianaludwick.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1140\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1395,"href":"https:\/\/dianaludwick.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1140\/revisions\/1395"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dianaludwick.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/1186"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/dianaludwick.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1140"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dianaludwick.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1140"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dianaludwick.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1140"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}